Wednesday, February 23, 2005
I dreamt of J'lo!!!
Guess what...i dreamt of j'lo inthe evening today!i came back realli tired and nap from 4pm till about 6pm....muz have thought i am drooling with lust dreaming about her right?Till you hear what the dream is about!I dunno what hatred she has for me in the dream...she chased after me with a shotgun!and i also got a shotgun and a pistol in the dream...but it wun fire!!!just as she caught up with me and point the gun at me point blank....i turn away her gun in one swift move and punch her in the face and she fell over...hahahahahha...while she is on the floor, i aimed my shotgun at her and shoot her in the stomach and another time at the heart...and say the coolest thing you'll ever hear...i said...."bitch"...hahah...cool rite!later tonite got chelsea vs barcelona.....i wanna watch.......

Qingqing on my hand...cute!
wanted to upload more pics of Qingqing one....but the image hosting site seems to have some probs....cannot upload...got a pic tt shows Qingqng sleeping one...very cute...too bad....
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
Will you wait for me by Kavana...Especially for Qingqing....
I need to talk with you again,Why did you go away?All our time together still feels like yesterday...I never thought I'd see A single day without you,The things we take for granted, We can sometimes lose...And if I promise not to feel this pain,Will I see you again? Will I see you again?Coz time will pass me by,Maybe I'll never learn to smile,But I know I'll make it through,If you wait for me...And all the tears I cry,No matter how I try,They'll never bring you home to meWon't you wait for me in heaven?Do you remember how it was?When we never seemed to care,The days went by so quickly,Coz I thought you'd always be there...And it's hard to let you go,Though I know that I must try,I feel like I've been cheated,Coz we never said goodbye...And if I promise not to feel this pain, Will I see you again? Will I see you again?Coz I miss you so, and I need to know...Will you wait for me?And time will pass me by,Maybe I'll never learn to smile,But I know I'll make it throughIf you wait for me...The other time I found this song and thought it fits the theme of the movie and my blog-Windstruck....Cuz the guy died ma...the girl can sing this song to him.....so i saved the coding and use it as my blog song today....but I now dedicate this song to a poor little parrot....i haven got the pic...haven upload yet cuz hafta use my sis pc...anyway...my dad picked this parrot up as you can read from my previous blog...it passed away today....so sad....i was still playing wif it at around 4+ in the evening and at 5+ my dad told me it is dead oredi....seems like it has a severe injury on its feet....my dad it could be due to it clinging onto the holes in the make-shift cage which injured itz feet...so to say....we indirectly caused itz death by containing it inside tt cage.....although i oni kept it for a day....i feel like i kept it forever oredi....so sad to know that it is gone le....and it muz be realli ke lian to die without a name....so i named it Qingqing as itz main body is filled with green color feathers....rest in peace....i will always remember having a parrot like you....
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9:41 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
The Distance by Evan and Jaron
The sky has lost its colourThe sun has turned to greyAt least that's how it feels to meWhenever you're awayI crawl up in the cornerAs i watch the minutes passEach one brings me closer toThe time you're coming backI can't take the distanceI can't take the milesI can't take the time until i next see you smileI can't take the distanceAnd i'm not ashamedAnd with every breath i takeI'm calling your nameBut i can't take distanceI still believe my feelingsBut sometimes i feel too muchI make believe you're close to meBut it ain't close enoughNot nearly close enoughI'd brave fireAnd i'd brave rainTo be by your sideI'd do anythingI can't take the distanceI will go the distanceI will go the milesThat's how much you mean to meIt's hard to remember as long as you're away then i find solaceA nice song i heard way back in my sec sch days ba....forgot when le....suddenly thought of this song and i'm surprised iwebtunes have it...haha....found another nice song by Kavana too....put it as my blog song next time ba.....anyway i came home today to another new member in my house....a small parrot!my dad picked it up on the grass while on his usual routine walk with baby....he was afraid that some kids might toture it or it will be kena eaten by cats...cuz it can't seems to fly...not that it seems injured to me or what la...my house becoming an animal refugee camp liao...let me see....past inhabitants include rabbit...dog...now a parrot...whatz next?But i was against the idea of keeping the parrot though....i always think it is so cruel to keep a bird...it belongs to the vast sky and not some cage....imagine itz pain n torture when it sees other birds roaming freely in the sky...i guess being a free-spirit like me...i can feel what a bird in cage is feeling...=(.....dad is gonna give it to a malay guy who rear birds that lives nearby....sighz....well...itz better than being eaten up by cats or tortured by those f*ucking kids who maim helpless animals rite?i sure hope it can fly soon.....
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5:38 PM